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I wish that I could
meet you face to face
While I’m still living here
in this earthbound place
Oh angel guard of mine
if I could only see
Your image, shape or form
whatever that it may be
For I have no doubt
of whether you are there
And I know that I am
forever in your good care
Yet it would just be nice
or better said it’d be Divine
If I could meet you here
oh Guardian Angel of mine!
Teresa Marie 1/27/12 ©
When she said the pit of fire, I began shaking so hard that my teeth were almost chattering. At that very moment one of the walls seemed to turn into a window and what I saw then did make them chatter, uncontrollably!
There was a man or fallen angel or demon, whatever, and he was walking down what seemed to be a hallway. Behind him was fire. Just looking at him terrorized me to the bone. I looked over at Bahalize and she was shaking her head back and forth letting me know to be silent.
While he was approaching, I could feel his hatred, it emanated from him and filled the room. Evil as anything I could have ever imagined in my worst nightmare and then some. His eyes glowed and it seemed to be shooting out of them as he gazed back and forth in the hall. I believe he was searching for someone in particular. I was hoping and praying that it wasn’t me!
As he passed us by, the window turned back into a wall. Bahalize scooted back out a little from the corner as she whispered, “I guess you got lucky or maybe that was just to give you an idea of what you have to look forward to but either way it goes it’s not your turn yet.”
The smell and sounds were overwhelming me and now I could clearly hear people screaming, yelling out obscenities, moaning and wailing unlike anything that I had ever heard before. My mind was racing, recounting my life and what sins I may have committed. I could think of nothing that would deserve this kind of punishment.
At that thought I began to pray, “Dear Jesus, save me please! I’ll do better. That’s not an idle promise! Take me back, cleanse me of my sins and make me whole again.” Seems like I did pay some attention in Sunday school and services. Then I started praying the Lord’s Prayer over and over and over again. “Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name…”
As soon as I started to do that there was a pinprick of light that shone from the ceiling. The more I said it, the larger it got and then I heard the voice that I had been hearing and ignoring all my life – my Guardian Angel. She asked me if I had repented of my sins and was willing to forgive. I practically screamed it, “Yes!!!”
Her reply to me was, “If you do not do what you have promised, this is where you will come back to. I think you’ve learned your lesson. Take my hand!”
All at once she appeared in front of me.
Teresa Marie 11/17/11
My God, my God
in Your glory Divine
I am so grateful
that You are mine
You’ve given Your angels
the charge over me
I know they’re there
though I can’t see
My God, my God
the Most Holy One
how I worship You
and Your only Son
The angels are privileged
that they may be
up there in heaven
where they adore Thee!
Teresa Marie 10/24/11
Angels are beside you
wherever you may go
Always there protecting you
this you should know
In everything you do
angels are your shadow
For your life through
after you they follow
Trying to guide you
though it mightn’t show
If closing listening you
may in wisdom grow
Even glimpse them too
by their angelic glow
What I’m telling you
this I do know
There are angels beside you
everywhere you may go!
Teresa Marie 10/6/11
Angel of the Lord
guard my baby dear
That she’s in danger
is what I fear
Build a huge hedge
of protection around her
Let no evil thing
against her to occur
This is my plea
to God I pray
That you His angel
be sent right away
For you are charged
to guard and protect
In all good faith
that’s what I expect
And my dear Lord
thank You in advance
For I know with You
he doesn’t stand a chance!
Teresa Marie 10/2/11
Hush my little baby
No need to cry
Your Guardian Angel will
Sing you a lullaby
Your mommy and daddy
On their knees do pray
For your care and protection
Most each and every day
No worries have you
The Father in heaven
Heard their prayers too
‘Cause you’re His children
He has sent me
To watch over you
So hush little baby.
Teresa Marie 9/13/11
Felt someone was watching me
in the middle of the night
Wondering who it could be
gave me such a fright
Voices calling out to me
I turned on the light
But nothing do I see
as my fear took flight
From the bed I arose
walking to the top stair
Felt someone was very close
it gave me quite a scare
Heart pounding a healthy dose
of blood to my hair
As on my arm it froze
standing straight up in the air
The voices clearly calling me
to come to them outside
The trembling began to be
more than I could hide
In evening fog couldn’t see
as the fear I ride
In waves coming over me
just like an ocean tide
Couldn’t take it very long
before I had to go
The panic became too strong
thought my heart would blow
I didn’t care what’s wrong
or even want to know
Here I just didn’t belong
as the anxiety did grow
Then a different voice I heard
saying, “Yes, please now hurry!”
And so without another word
I then began to scurry
It all seemed so absurd
’til I felt something furry
As if feathers on a bird
as they spread and flurry
Gave out a little shout
as the fog I did clear
And when I turned about
’twas an angel standing near
Of this I’ve no doubt
she fiercely held a spear
And with it pointed out
while saying not to fear
As I then turned around
I could only just stare
‘Cause what I had found
is the truth I declare
The voices and every sound
that came from anywhere
From many demons did abound
who were now standing there!
Teresa Marie 9/15/11
I have an certain image
that has been haunting me
Where there are two angels
in it that I see
First is an evil one
who’s pulling me away
From the one that’s good
who’s telling me to stay
One side holds the Light
the other a black hole
Back and forth they battle
for possession of my soul
I can hear myself screaming
for the evil has won
But the good holds on
saying, “Wait, I’ve just begun!”
All the while I’m begging
“Angel, please don’t let go!”
“It’s your choice,” she answers,
“as it was always so.”
Teresa Marie 8/30/11